Cool title, right? I should totally copyright that and make a million dollars. Anyway…I had a few people urging me to write tonight, and for that I’m grateful. Because, quite honestly, I don’t want to but I know it’s therapeutic and I have lots of friends all over the place walking this journey with me so I think it’s fair to give an update. So as you probably could have already guessed, and wow there just isn’t a fun way to say this, my cancer is back.
After a few very long weeks of sickness and hospital stays for various reasons, a ct scan last night revealed that the cancer has metastasized into my liver. There are several tumors that are about 1.5 cm around. This was just not something I was ready to hear.
BUT this situation isn’t without hope of course. I’ll restart chemo on Tuesday (possibly a little modified, I’ll update when I know more) and I will also get a lung ct to check for mets in my lungs. And looking back I wish I would have blogged more about the events leading up to this, but everything seemed so muddy and confusing at the time and I didn’t even know where to begin. But looking back, now it seems a lot clearer and we can see how God has been working in this already.
I’m sad and I’m tired, but I’m certainly not giving up. I know I have the best support group ever and it feels great to be home finally with my hubby and kids again. Thanks for all the love!! ❤